Travelling the world

Ever since I was just two years old, I've been travelling the world. It has always been a passion I conveniently share with my parents, since they're the ones taking me places (and the ones who pay when we go together). I love exploring, learning about a culture and meeting new people. I know I have been blessed with the ability to travel places and to see the world, this is definitely not me trying to brag about something like this. This is me trying  to teach you something that might make your life a little better.

Something happened to me, a while ago, I won't bore you with my personal life, but it made me feel down. I was, and I still am, quite depressed, I don't feel happy, I don't feel like myself and I don't want to do anything. Let's face it, I just feel rubbish. I feel like after all this time I'm on my own again, not depending on anyone or anything. And this makes me feel empty, like I'm not good enough, like I need something or someone to fill the gap I feel inside of me. This got me thinking. Why can't I be just as good on my own, why not do the things I love doing but do not dare to do because I keep wondering what others might think, or because not doing it feels safer. Why would I play it safe all the time? I'm still young, probably to young to be thinking, let alone, writing about something deep like this.

I decided to enjoy every little good thing, I decided to make my happiness, not wait for it to come to me, and to make my days worth living them, in stead of having someone else to do this for me. I'm going to bring my dreams to life. I want to travel the world. Always have I wondered if I would, because someone might miss me, or I might have to go alone. But I'm doing it (a little further on in life) just because I want to. I want to study abroad, preferably in London, Paris or Milan. Again, someone might miss me or I might have to go alone, but I want to do it. I want to become an actress, but I keep telling myself I'm not good enough and I will never make it, despite what other people tell me. But now, I'm trying, it might not work, but I'm trying. I want to have my own blog, I want to share my stories, my life, my fashion and everything making me happy with the internet. I never attempted because I asumed I'd never continue, I asumed nobody would want to hear my stories. But here I am, writing, on an actual online blog, just trying it out. I want to create a youtube channel, it is easier to share my life by vlogs than blogs, since I'm definitely more of a talker. But the thing stopping me is other people's opinions. People could make fun of me for it, because  they do not understand.
My point I'm trying to make is that you shouldn't stop dreaming because someone tells you you can't do it, or because you are too insecure. Live for yourself, follow your dreams and do what makes you happy, unless that thing might physically hurt someone in any way, then please don't. ;)

PS: I just felt like a more serious post, hope that's okay. Hope it helps someone out, or inspires someone, or anything like that. Thanks for stopping by. :p